Dear SNSD,
This is the short version of our relationship timeline in my point of view.
Our relationship wasn’t start
exactly 9 years ago. But 9 years ago is the first time we met. I admit that I fancy you when we first met. But
it is not a ‘love at first sight’. Back then, you are just like others that I turning
too. But there’s always something about you that like a magnet or better, a
gravity. I always find myself attract to you.
It was not until 2008 that I realize that my
feeling for you is not just a mere attraction. I’m infatuated to you; I’m in
love with you. And that ‘dark event’ in 2008, just makes me fall deeper for
you. My senses of protective for you grow bigger. From then, you are my
happiness, my escapes. Whenever I feel sad, happy, alone, empty, I always turn
to you. You became my world and I am yours. We found each, we hold each other
hands and promise to never let go. Right now, from now and forever.
In 2012,
life got to me. I’ve been busy with my life and unconsciously, I distance
myself from you. And I’m truly sorry for that even though I know, you understand.
But, just like a gravity, I always been pull back to you, and I’m not
complaining. You still my world and always will be.
Two years ago, 30th
September 2014. I never thought something or someone could break my heart like
that. It’s not only broken, it’s shattered to thousands of small pieces. For a while
there, I can function well, I don’t know what to do. I question myself a
question that never crossed my mind before. Should I end this relationship with
you, or should I continue this relationship that just shattered my heart and
wait for another heartbroken? But then, I realize how selfish I am. I’m too
occupied with my heart broken and forget that your heart is broken too. Even worse
than mine.
After that, we made another promise, which ‘we will be strong
together, no matter what happen and until the end of time’. And I promise that I will always be there for
you, to love , to support and to be everything you need, right now, from now
and forever. Once a Sone, forever a Sone. Happy 9th anniversary.
With love.
Kei Geraji
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