It been a while since my last post. *Off topic: I can't believe that I can write such a wonderful post for my previous post.. LOL~ So impressed by myself.. *SMIRK LIKE A BOSS* HOHOHOHOHO*
Anyway, there's a few reasons for why I'm not posting for a while.. Last few weeks has been a hard time for me with all the missing thing, getting all emo and such. Not to mention I'm quite busy outing with my friends (it was not my fault, I need a life too). And my oh-so-great memory allowed me to forgot my password to log in..(I'm still wondering what was my password last time) and I'm too busy(it's lazy actually) to write something.. Hohohoho..
A lot of things happened. And I don't know where to start. I'm not really good at this sharing thing but I'll try my best.
First thing first.
People said, sharing a secret/s will make you closer. It already proved to me when we had that slumber party at my house and share a few of our (dirty little) secret.. lol~ I really felt like we are closer than before. Whole this time I never told anyone about my secret and just kept it to myself. And by sharing it with some people that I can trust really make me relieved. Can't deny it that I'm a bit hesitant at first and kinda regret it now (I always have a problem in trusting people). Maybe that was the biggest risk that I ever take in my life. But like people said, No Lose No Gain. To know their secret make my trust to them increased. At least we're holding each other 'handcuff key'. But, yeah.. To have a group of friends where I don't have to pretend that I am the oh-so-called-normal girl make feels like I'm about to out from this caged. Thanks Fion, Yew, Girai and Moon for making me felt less burden with my own guilty pleasure..Love you guys.
Second.
This is something that I really don't know how to write in word. So, I'll just let it be.. Let you, the reader wondering what it is. I need mystery to make myself cool... LOL~
Saturday, 17 September 2011
Friday, 5 August 2011
From the bottom of my heart...
It's been 4 years already since Girls' Generation or SNSD had officially debut and thousands of fangirls or fanboys started their life as a S♥NE. just like any others S♥NEs, I've been thinking of what should I do for this 4th anniversary.
I'm not really good at video editing like most of S♥NE do. And to be honest I don't think I'm good at anything including expressing myself. But I really want to say a few words this time because it's been 3 years for me as a S♥NE but I never really dedicated anything special for anniversary. So I got an idea from a S♥Nes that speak her mind than her creativity.
I'm start listen to Kpop since 2009 and honestly it's not SNSD that bring me to Kpop. But I never really into the fandom thingy and never was I thought I would. And the first time I knew about SNSD the only things I've heard is the bad things. But lucky me because I never fond on hating someone before I really know them. But I'm not a fan on the spot neither that I like nor dislike them. But thing that I can never deny is they get my attention more that any other entertainer that I ever watch or know. But like I said, most of comment that I read about them is the bad things. So, I wonder why? Why did they receive so much hated? Did they really a group of bitches like everyone said? Are they really talentless and only use their face to be on stage? And that's how I start to find out more about them. I'm looking for the news about them, ignore the comment and watch their variety tv show?
An guess what did I found? If you are S♥Ne you will know exactly what I mean. My first expression for the girl is ; "These girls, these nine girls is the weirdest idol that I've ever seen" Despite being an idol, the public figure, they never afraid to show themselves in a broadcast show. Sometimes I even wonder if they realize that the camera is rolling? And that's how I'm falling for Kwon Yuri charm. Her dorky, her playful behavior, naughtiness but at the same times she's a sweet girl and when she's on stage,you will see the full of charisma and the perfect Kwon Yuri. Just like any other S♥Nes, I'm starting to had my center of attention to Yuri.. But then, the love is spread and unconsciously I'm fallen for all of them. I don't even remember when did I start to can't take a day without doing or see or watch or listen anything about them. Yuri is still my bias but she's not the only one that I had my attention to. There's a moment when I wish I had a nine pair of eyes so that I can divide my attention to each one of them. I FUCKING LOVED THEM!. And to this day that love just keeps growing.
Just like how they inspire other S♥Nes, they inspire me too. For those who is non-S♥Nes or Antis won't see it. But they share something greater than anything else in this world. They share Love. That very strong bond that has kept them together through the good and the bad. Because SNSD isn’t about the fame, their pretty faces or overly sexy bodies (ok maybe sometimes xD lol), it isn’t about their company, it isn’t even about their fans, it’s just ABOUT THEM, 9 girls who are very different from each other but have put their differences aside and learnt to love, cherish and appreciate one another.
To knows their hardship in the past that have made them who they are now, make me love them more. Although they have made it all the way to the top now, they once also reached the very bottom. They have been humiliated by ANTIs ON and OFF stage, pushed around like they were nothing, there has been so many rumors about them everywhere, they were once the most hated group in Kpop, they once had NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL, no one by their side, but themselves. And that’s what kept them strong, what kept them going, they were different, but they all shared one dream, and they made it to the top. TOGETHER.
As far as I know, SNSD is the only group that I've seen that once had been at the very bottom but manage to rise up and spread their wing LIKE A BOSS. Their hardships is really something that not an ordinary idol can take and I'm thankful for those who did that. Not because I'm glad that they had the hardest time but the fact that it always will remind them for where they come from and keep them strong for they have each other in the dark or light.
In my own opinion, SNSD is the greatest group for me. There will be no other group to compare with SNSD. Yes, we can't deny that there will be other group that take their spot. They won't be on TOP forever, and someday, there will be a group that will surpass them. But, right now, it's Girls' Generation time. It's their time.They deserve to be there, on the TOP of all. To me no other group will ever shine like SNSD do when the nine of them are up on that stage together holding hands, because even though it’s been a hard long road for them, they have made it because they supported and loved each-other. They were NINE. Who became ONE.
And today as for the 4th Anniversary of Girls' Generation I would like to thanks Kim Taeyeon, Jung Jessica, Lee Sunny, Hwang Tiffany, Kim Hyoyeon, Kwon Yuri, Choi Sooyoung, Im YoonA and Seo JuHyun for all the greatest moment I had for these years. Even though I never meet you all but you all had be inspire my life. And I will be with you to continue this journey no matter how hard it will be. I guess the only thing that I regret is the fact that I don't know you earlier.
SoShi Qoutes:
지금은, 소녀시대! 앞으로도, 소녀시대! 영원히, 소녀시대!
P/S: I know that some of you that read this post will judge me for what I felt for them. Well I don't give the shit. So get the hell out of my blog...lol~ And for those who hate on SNSD, please I don's ask you to love them. But don't judge them from what people had telling you. Because that thing is come out from someone who's know nothing about them. Before you hate on anyone, try to know them first then, it's your choice whether you want to hate them or love them or don't give the shit about them. If you can, try not to hate anyone.. It's bad for your health..
I'm not really good at video editing like most of S♥NE do. And to be honest I don't think I'm good at anything including expressing myself. But I really want to say a few words this time because it's been 3 years for me as a S♥NE but I never really dedicated anything special for anniversary. So I got an idea from a S♥Nes that speak her mind than her creativity.
I'm start listen to Kpop since 2009 and honestly it's not SNSD that bring me to Kpop. But I never really into the fandom thingy and never was I thought I would. And the first time I knew about SNSD the only things I've heard is the bad things. But lucky me because I never fond on hating someone before I really know them. But I'm not a fan on the spot neither that I like nor dislike them. But thing that I can never deny is they get my attention more that any other entertainer that I ever watch or know. But like I said, most of comment that I read about them is the bad things. So, I wonder why? Why did they receive so much hated? Did they really a group of bitches like everyone said? Are they really talentless and only use their face to be on stage? And that's how I start to find out more about them. I'm looking for the news about them, ignore the comment and watch their variety tv show?
An guess what did I found? If you are S♥Ne you will know exactly what I mean. My first expression for the girl is ; "These girls, these nine girls is the weirdest idol that I've ever seen" Despite being an idol, the public figure, they never afraid to show themselves in a broadcast show. Sometimes I even wonder if they realize that the camera is rolling? And that's how I'm falling for Kwon Yuri charm. Her dorky, her playful behavior, naughtiness but at the same times she's a sweet girl and when she's on stage,you will see the full of charisma and the perfect Kwon Yuri. Just like any other S♥Nes, I'm starting to had my center of attention to Yuri.. But then, the love is spread and unconsciously I'm fallen for all of them. I don't even remember when did I start to can't take a day without doing or see or watch or listen anything about them. Yuri is still my bias but she's not the only one that I had my attention to. There's a moment when I wish I had a nine pair of eyes so that I can divide my attention to each one of them. I FUCKING LOVED THEM!. And to this day that love just keeps growing.
Just like how they inspire other S♥Nes, they inspire me too. For those who is non-S♥Nes or Antis won't see it. But they share something greater than anything else in this world. They share Love. That very strong bond that has kept them together through the good and the bad. Because SNSD isn’t about the fame, their pretty faces or overly sexy bodies (ok maybe sometimes xD lol), it isn’t about their company, it isn’t even about their fans, it’s just ABOUT THEM, 9 girls who are very different from each other but have put their differences aside and learnt to love, cherish and appreciate one another.
To knows their hardship in the past that have made them who they are now, make me love them more. Although they have made it all the way to the top now, they once also reached the very bottom. They have been humiliated by ANTIs ON and OFF stage, pushed around like they were nothing, there has been so many rumors about them everywhere, they were once the most hated group in Kpop, they once had NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL, no one by their side, but themselves. And that’s what kept them strong, what kept them going, they were different, but they all shared one dream, and they made it to the top. TOGETHER.
As far as I know, SNSD is the only group that I've seen that once had been at the very bottom but manage to rise up and spread their wing LIKE A BOSS. Their hardships is really something that not an ordinary idol can take and I'm thankful for those who did that. Not because I'm glad that they had the hardest time but the fact that it always will remind them for where they come from and keep them strong for they have each other in the dark or light.
In my own opinion, SNSD is the greatest group for me. There will be no other group to compare with SNSD. Yes, we can't deny that there will be other group that take their spot. They won't be on TOP forever, and someday, there will be a group that will surpass them. But, right now, it's Girls' Generation time. It's their time.They deserve to be there, on the TOP of all. To me no other group will ever shine like SNSD do when the nine of them are up on that stage together holding hands, because even though it’s been a hard long road for them, they have made it because they supported and loved each-other. They were NINE. Who became ONE.
And today as for the 4th Anniversary of Girls' Generation I would like to thanks Kim Taeyeon, Jung Jessica, Lee Sunny, Hwang Tiffany, Kim Hyoyeon, Kwon Yuri, Choi Sooyoung, Im YoonA and Seo JuHyun for all the greatest moment I had for these years. Even though I never meet you all but you all had be inspire my life. And I will be with you to continue this journey no matter how hard it will be. I guess the only thing that I regret is the fact that I don't know you earlier.
SoShi Qoutes:
I want to keep on doing Girls' Generation forever. Please let me do so. -Taeyeon
That's right, we will protect Girls Generation FOREVER. -Jessica
Because we become busier,our time together has shrunk and I think that's really unlucky but even so
our love for each other doesn't change and I'm very thankful. -Sunny
They say it's lucky number 7 but lucky number 9 is engraved in my head. If I think of a lucky number, it's 9. -Tiffany
I can't express myself that well but every single member is so precious to me and like family to me. -Hyoyeon
I think it's great that a group of friends are pursuing a single dream and creating amazing memories in the process. -Yuri
What I couldn't do alone then has become possible because I'm together with these eight. They all became even more precious to me. -Sooyoung
If I mention my members,they ask if we were really that close. They ask if it's a lie but that's how much we get along and how well we know each other. -Yoona
We confide in each other and we really spend time together like a family. -Seohyun
If there's one thing we genuinely wish for, it's for all nine of our SNSD members to go together until the end. All nine must stand on one stage for SNSD to be complete.-SNSD
지금은, 소녀시대! 앞으로도, 소녀시대! 영원히, 소녀시대!
P/S: I know that some of you that read this post will judge me for what I felt for them. Well I don't give the shit. So get the hell out of my blog...lol~ And for those who hate on SNSD, please I don's ask you to love them. But don't judge them from what people had telling you. Because that thing is come out from someone who's know nothing about them. Before you hate on anyone, try to know them first then, it's your choice whether you want to hate them or love them or don't give the shit about them. If you can, try not to hate anyone.. It's bad for your health..
Thursday, 28 July 2011
The Happiest Moment of The Month...
It's happen on Tuesday, 26 July 2011..lol~ Venue: SeBamboo/Sebuluh... another LOL~ Anyways,
really wanna thanks those who attended, Fiona, Caroline, Dayang, Pardew, Eddision and Resty. Thank you very much guys. I really had so much fun.
Not to mention.. I'm completely wasted~ TT_TT
But yeah~ It was so much fun~ Wonder when will we able to do it again...
really wanna thanks those who attended, Fiona, Caroline, Dayang, Pardew, Eddision and Resty. Thank you very much guys. I really had so much fun.
But yeah~ It was so much fun~ Wonder when will we able to do it again...
Friday, 15 July 2011
IHSFMBICESHMIDATM!
Right now...
The only thing that in my head is water.....
The only thing that I can think about is water.....
I need a water.....
I NEED TO BE IN WATER AT THE FUCKING MOMENT!!!!!
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
Beautiful Girl... err.. Season 1 : The GorJess
Dear God, I'm ready to be taken...
Right now only one word that come out.......
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...........
(If that even a word)
Right now only one word that come out.......
(If that even a word)
Friday, 8 July 2011
Actions speak louder than words?
We often heard the cliche phrase ‘actions speak louder than words’. That act is the one that can keep the relationship last longer. That a relationship built only in flowery words and empty promises was destined to fail from the very start. But we also need to know that communication and trust plays a big role.
Love had always been a two way affair. Love needed to be nourished with care, trust, affection and honesty. It thrived when showered with good communication and assurances and often, love dies because of neglect and abandonment.
Showing you care and love someone just with act sometimes isn’t just enough. Sometimes, a word of assurance is all it takes to erase the kernel of doubt that could lead to uncertainties and neglect.
'When God created us, he gave us a pair of eyes to never lose sight of what we love – the other half that makes us whole. He gave us a nose; not just for smelling, but to remember the scent of our lover for every morning that we wake up. He gave us ears so we could hear those three words that makes our heart leap, along with a mouth to reassure that those three words would never be overlooked or forgotten. And lastly, he gave us hands, set of fingers, just like locks and keys that fit together; through our actions we were entwined, our words combined into one. With what God gave, we are secure and safe. Our love, through actions and words, is nourished. It was God's greatest gift to us, a chance to experience a piece of heaven on earth, a chance to create something unexplainable, something that couldn't be defined—he made us fall in love.'
cr: baby maker
Love had always been a two way affair. Love needed to be nourished with care, trust, affection and honesty. It thrived when showered with good communication and assurances and often, love dies because of neglect and abandonment.
Showing you care and love someone just with act sometimes isn’t just enough. Sometimes, a word of assurance is all it takes to erase the kernel of doubt that could lead to uncertainties and neglect.
'When God created us, he gave us a pair of eyes to never lose sight of what we love – the other half that makes us whole. He gave us a nose; not just for smelling, but to remember the scent of our lover for every morning that we wake up. He gave us ears so we could hear those three words that makes our heart leap, along with a mouth to reassure that those three words would never be overlooked or forgotten. And lastly, he gave us hands, set of fingers, just like locks and keys that fit together; through our actions we were entwined, our words combined into one. With what God gave, we are secure and safe. Our love, through actions and words, is nourished. It was God's greatest gift to us, a chance to experience a piece of heaven on earth, a chance to create something unexplainable, something that couldn't be defined—he made us fall in love.'
cr: baby maker
Like and Love
When you fall in love or so you thought do you ever thought about what is the different between like and love? Are you sure that what you'd felt at the moment is love or it's just a mere like. Do you really sure what's fall in love really feels like?
On WGM :
EP 1
SeoHyun: What's the difference between like and love?
EP50 (Final)
SeoHyun: Like is… like when a dandelion seed is on the ground, and it’s a soft and good feeling. While love is that same seed on the ground that is growing and sprouting. A dandelion seed can always be spotted and always can just fly away. But for that flower to grow, you need to give it water and sunlight, and block it from the wind; and it becomes very precious and beautiful in the end.
Bittersweet Memories...
There's so much memories in our life.. Be it the one that we want to keep or the one that we want to forget.
But undeniable, the one that we really want to forget is the one that always haunting us. Sometimes it’s hard to convince ourselves of the impossibilities we experienced in our daily lives. But even if we were faced with many obstacles, just don't ever forget that there were also beautiful things, almost miraculously beautiful that it’s hard for us to fathom the beauty of it. And by preserving these magnificent things, we seek the aid of technology. And it goes by the name of photographs. Have you ever heard the sound of a photo being taken? The sound - so crisp, fresh and instantaneous— telling you that a certain moment was being captured in a fraction of a second. Photographs, even with their limited capabilities, were made with this purpose - to capture that perfect moment on film. However, every photo you would take would also be a bittersweet reminder that this moment could inevitably fade away.
But what matters most, was that the heartfelt memories we made would forever be remembered by those whom we touch. And when that particular breath-taking moment was captured, we’re instilling the truth that we’re not just there to exist, but we exist for someone we hold dear to us.
But undeniable, the one that we really want to forget is the one that always haunting us. Sometimes it’s hard to convince ourselves of the impossibilities we experienced in our daily lives. But even if we were faced with many obstacles, just don't ever forget that there were also beautiful things, almost miraculously beautiful that it’s hard for us to fathom the beauty of it. And by preserving these magnificent things, we seek the aid of technology. And it goes by the name of photographs. Have you ever heard the sound of a photo being taken? The sound - so crisp, fresh and instantaneous— telling you that a certain moment was being captured in a fraction of a second. Photographs, even with their limited capabilities, were made with this purpose - to capture that perfect moment on film. However, every photo you would take would also be a bittersweet reminder that this moment could inevitably fade away.
But what matters most, was that the heartfelt memories we made would forever be remembered by those whom we touch. And when that particular breath-taking moment was captured, we’re instilling the truth that we’re not just there to exist, but we exist for someone we hold dear to us.
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